I can waste my time and get my feelings out there XD
So yah, this page just got a serious makeover, I'm learning how to edit these templates, It'll help in the future..
At the moment I'm trying to get it so the sidebar doesn't get kicked over to the bottom on lower window resolutions... :/
[this may be a temporary blog location]
At the moment I'm trying to get it so the sidebar doesn't get kicked over to the bottom on lower window resolutions... :/
[this may be a temporary blog location]
I'm going to laugh at the slow reactions of you rhombus people... YOU HAD A BLOG?
Yeah, well I do now! mwhahhaha
It's like the complete opposite in design compared to Owys.
This skiing-formal dilemma is getting the best of me.
I hate disappointing people, I can't ditch my parents, and I REALLY don't want to ditch Penguin...
:(
If I make a list of things it makes it easier to understand, but I'm not sure how it helps me.
I can't back out of skiing, because my parents will murder me.
I also think 6 days skiing is MUCH better than one night at a formal.
Because I am a pretty good skier I'd be skiing around with my mum... :/
I get the feeling Penguin values the formal more, and I don't want to force her into anything, or make her regret choosing to ditch the formal.
If she goes to the formal it'd be me, my brother and his girlfriend in a room, which would be pretty awkward.
I'd feel left out, and really guilty not taking her to the formal, I try to tell myself that she would be happy, but then I feel jealous that others get to spend time with her.
That's the end line when it comes down to it.
Skiing is my favourite thing to be doing, but I'd have to say I'd much rather spend time with Penguin.
I was talking to Bear about it, I'm just trying to pin the two together.
There is another angle, if Penguin did come skiing, she'd be a beginner, (never seen snow O:) I'm not sure what I'd be doing, I'm sure I'd be glad to teach or ski along side her lesson for a few days, and I'm not sure if she'd be happy learning to ski with Bro and his GF.
So in my reality there is only one solution, get Owy and Bear to come too.
Raising 1000000 more problems.
If only I had a time machine... then, and only then, could I fix it all.
In other news, it's really weird typing code names.
I don't know how this blog helps, but meh, it's here now.
:(
I'm not sure how to deal with this situation.
I can't back out of skiing, because my parents will murder me.
I also think 6 days skiing is MUCH better than one night at a formal.
Because I am a pretty good skier I'd be skiing around with my mum... :/
I get the feeling Penguin values the formal more, and I don't want to force her into anything, or make her regret choosing to ditch the formal.
If she goes to the formal it'd be me, my brother and his girlfriend in a room, which would be pretty awkward.
I'd feel left out, and really guilty not taking her to the formal, I try to tell myself that she would be happy, but then I feel jealous that others get to spend time with her.
That's the end line when it comes down to it.
Skiing is my favourite thing to be doing, but I'd have to say I'd much rather spend time with Penguin.
I was talking to Bear about it, I'm just trying to pin the two together.
There is another angle, if Penguin did come skiing, she'd be a beginner, (never seen snow O:) I'm not sure what I'd be doing, I'm sure I'd be glad to teach or ski along side her lesson for a few days, and I'm not sure if she'd be happy learning to ski with Bro and his GF.
So in my reality there is only one solution, get Owy and Bear to come too.
Raising 1000000 more problems.
If only I had a time machine... then, and only then, could I fix it all.
In other news, it's really weird typing code names.
I don't know how this blog helps, but meh, it's here now.
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